January 7,
2009
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Today in OR 1
I saw this (picture of view I have at head of table, Dr. K on the left, JCM on
right. Above about three feet off floor was Blessed Mother and my patient who is on the table, in spirit, LM holding
hands, watching and smiling)
L.M. 42 year
old ASA 4, CABG x 1, AVR, MVR, TV ring, DOR
L.M., her voice was
golden like honey. “Remember you don’t have to tell anybody what you see.”
I realized
that there is no other purpose, except to help my soul get to heaven. And that
was nice.
My boy gave
me two tight hugs and two hard kisses in OSS nurses’ lounge before he left for
school with my friend who works nights. He always knows when my work is going to run late. He really blesses
me.
This is L.M. I
am so glad you talked with me today. Everything is going to be okay. You are
GOOD at your occupation! (I saw all of it when I got ‘out’. I didn’t know how
you had to work so hard and study. Not like that! All of you in the medical
field.)
Anyhow, God
will have your pleasure. You are sweet. It will come to this:
My hand in yours
Your heart in mine
Our hearts beat together
I promise God
will make you happy! There is another close to you. I call to him. Tonight. In
his sleep.
I will marry you. True tenderness awaits.
Bye bye, God
will make you Beautiful.
L.M.
