Wednesday, December 13, 2017

A Pissing Contest?

Please forgive me, as I am post-call, and my 'politically correct filter' doesn't work so good when I've had a long night.

I speak and think in simple terms.

So let's get on with it.

Everyone who goes to the operating room is 'graded' by an anesthesia provider. 

Here are the 'scores':
  1. individual in good health with no medical problems
  2. individual with health concerns under good control (hypertension, cholesterol, diabetes...)
  3. individual with constant threat to life due to not-so-controlled health conditions (dialysis, cardiac disease, morbid obesity)
  4. individual with worse constant threat to life and could die given the surgical situation
  5. individual likely to die in twenty-four hours without surgery, and may not survive even with the surgery
  6. organ donor--clinically brain dead
The anesthesia risk goes up with the numbers.

In my days now, at the surgery center, I have mostly twos, a few rare ones, and some threes.

In the hospital? All threes and fours. Every day. Back to back, case after case, and it takes lots of skill.

My pride/satisfaction came from a patient who last time had heart racing irregularly to 140's-150's, and needed ICU admit and cardiology consult. This patient came to me on beta blockers. I was concerned for a repeat of the last time.

I did get the heart rate up to 130's-140's during surgery.

I kept it under control, there was no recurrence in recovery, and patient was able to go home instead of ICU. 

I work hard. 

To 'piss' is to urinate in the English language. It's very low-class, crude form of saying to urinate.

I had a patient once, in the ER after a trauma, who needed to provide a urine sample. We gave her the cup.

We asked her to 'void' into it.

She didn't understand. 'Void' is medical term for urinate.

Then we said, to 'urinate' into the cup.

She was still confused.

Then, in medical settings, we go childlike, and said, 'please go pee pee into the cup'.

She understood and clarified, 'You want me to PISS in this cup?'


Medical as I am, I am aware that some patients do not void, urinate, go pee-pee, or piss.

They are on dialysis.

So, to be 'equal opportunity', as I describe the situation at hand, which is basically a pissing contest--who is the best, who can pee the longest distance, etc., etc.--we will remind everyone that 'Everyone Poops'. Even if there is a stoma, fecal material comes out. Everyone who is alive has some form of feces. Everyone.

Illuminati poops. Those who do not have our best interest at heart poop. Angels who are incarnate poop. People 'conditioned' by the Illuminati mind control and the mass media poop. Awakened people poop just the same as those who are asleep. Everyone poops!

All right?

Shall we begin?

I'm not saying any of us poop diamonds.

This is a little detour.

Yesterday in the O.R. we encountered a whole new class of souls in the Awakening Spectrum.

They are those who are overcome with inertia.

Remember, inertia is Newton's first law of physics--a body in motion will remain in motion unless an outside force is applied, and the same for a body at rest which will stay at rest.

These souls don't BUDGE, and if they do, in their lesson plans, it's infinitesimally SLOW.

Ross had me go do a healing, and I was in the aura/soul of the person, who was a proxy for all of humankind with this condition affecting them too.

He had me place a small diamond-like crystal deep in the lower chakra area, between the root and the navel ones.

I drew back and watched.

I saw a series of flashes of the whitest light I've ever seen, one after the other.

Then Ross gave me a kiss and said I did well.

He had to go.

I mention this because others on the internet posted things as if they had remotely watched this healing.

You heard it here first.

I saw a local hill with antennae towers on it this morning as I went to pick Anthony up from the sitter where he had spent the night because I was on call, and it wasn't his father's night.

Instantly I understood that all us who channel messages are like the towers. We relay the signals were are intended to signal.

It doesn't matter if some transmit erroneous signals as they are intended to do this too (for security? IDK)...

And there are 'listeners' to match the frequencies of each transmitter.

Together all of the Ground Crew work as a team.

I want to emphasize something I've never mentioned before.

Back in the times of Ross, all of his work was done with teams of highly gifted individuals, souls who have been incarnate with us before that incarnation, and also, fortunately for these times, since.

Ross could not have achieved anything without his teams.

He never claimed credit.

He was a part of the team, but no more, not any more than a pitcher on a baseball team, or a quarterback or center or kicker for a football team, of a goalie for hockey or soccer...

To him a team is a TEAM, and I thought I'd mention it.

It was his TEAMS that kept the teachings alive after Ross passed.

If it wasn't for them, there would be no record of him, or his work, for us to enjoy today.

He would be a total stranger.

So his TEAMS we owe great appreciation, gratitude, and love for carrying on the work, his life's work, his passion, and his legacy for us to know and to be guided by today.

I digress just a little more.

I like puzzles.

I deeply enjoy solving them.

What I present to you now is basically, a puzzle solved, as best as I see it.

And the answer to the puzzle, is what separates the head from the heart--about twelve inches.

Some of us live in our head.

And others, in our hearts.

From what I understand from Ross the optimum result is to have the head and the heart working together.

And may I add one last thing?

It's human nature.

This is a boy toddler throwing a fit. He is having a tantrum.

My neighbor who is pregnant had a two year old screaming in the car. He didn't want to go to school. He didn't want to go into the car seat.  He was actually hiding from her.

I went to help.

He had the snot all over his face, and the tears, and was inconsolable.

I had offered him a small toy to distract him.

Not once but twice he pushed it away, and screamed, 'No!'

She apologized, she said she was really late for work, he does this a lot, and he is 'just freaking out'.

I stepped back and let her handle it.

Don't be surprised if my discussion of the puzzle brings out some of the toddler in you.

We are all influenced to some extent by both sides of the 'shitting contest'--the 'teams' if you will.

It's human nature to feel strongly, and when our coping mechanisms are maxed out, we regress back to toddler again.

Depending on your alliances/upbringing/degree of research in the Awakening--the following discussion may bring up some 'points where growth is encouraged' and the discomfort may make you feel like you are being dragged to preschool by mom when you feel sick and you'd rather stay at home and play with your toys like on a weekend instead of a week day.

This is totally human, natural, and encouraged for you to just ignore/pass over/break away from anything that upsets you.

The lesson will continue if you wish to take it up.

And it will wait for you until you are ready.

You don't even have to take this lesson at all.

To me, it means a lot, because I finally understand about the people who killed Ross, what they believe, and how they are organized and affecting us today.

It's the video where Call for an Uprising got the excepts for the one that upset many of our readers.

To save you the upset--and again--this isn't HIM, it's the 1980's movie that supplied the film clips in the other video--I will summarize.

  1. In ancient Israel, there were the Sadduces (sad-you-sees) and the Pharisees (fair-ih-sees) who were balanced in power and ran things between their opposing views/sides. 
  2. At some point, the Sadduces went away, and the Pharisees enjoyed complete and total power over the people. 
  3. Pharisee Judaism says that anyone who isn't Jewish like them, isn't a human (man). They have no rights, just like a beast has no rights. In a court of law, any gentile will lose a case against a Jew because the gentile has no rights. Plaintiff or defendant, the Jewish person will always win.  Gentiles can't own land, either. (But they keep this a secret and never tell the Gentile the truth)
  4. Oral tradition is in the Talmud, and there also is an Encyclopedia which covers most Rabbinical studies on topics covered in the Talmud, as a consensus. Both are the sources for the movie in the video.
  5. The Talmud has lots of loopholes. For example, adultery. Adultery is bad. But what exactly defines 'adultery'?  A teenage girl who is a gentile, or the wife of a gentile, is okay as long as there's no love and it's perverse union. (to rape her). A three year old girl can be married to a priest--her virginity will 'come back'. And raping a young boy is not considered intercourse and is not adultery, for example.
  6. Jesus spent most of his time on earth challenging this political party, the Pharisees. He ran circles around them at the age of twelve, and went on to further mastery from there.
  7. The Pharisees manipulated the Romans to kill Jesus--making them 'innocent' and the Romans 'guilty'. Just as the Pharisee law says that if you bind a man, and the man starves to death, you are not guilty because you only bound them, and the starving to death therefore wasn't your fault. 
  8. The Pharisees considered the new believers, there is a word for it I forget--the early Jewish Christians--to be a greater threat to their power base than Jesus. This is why they started the persecution.
  9. At some point the Pharisees settled in Babylon for over one thousand years. All of the Jewish people, I think, couldn't stay in Israel/Palestine any more, so they went there and assimilated. Babylon was known for having all kinds of sexual perversions for thousands of years.
  10. In Jesus' time, the Good Samaritan was about the Pharisees not helping a wounded Canaanite (another area known for Baal worship, infant sacrifice, and sexual sin) because of their belief system...they wouldn't help someone in trouble due to their political beliefs that they were the only ones worthy of help. They were 'better' than the Gentiles. (I wondered why there was Jesus' first miracle at the wedding in Cana, then? Same place? Hmmm)
  11. Many Babylonian religious beliefs are included into this kind of Pharisee Judaism which ended up becoming Ashkenazi Jews who migrated to Poland and Europe. They have a mysticism that's a blend of the Babylon kind and their own.  (The Shepardic Jews are from Spain and other places). 
  12. The Kaballah is part of this Pharisee belief system--working with the mystical occult energy to get what you want.
  13. This Pharisee system morphed into others just as Weishapt (spelling?) Illuminati and other things leading up to the French Revolution, the Illuminati, the Masons and more 'political-mystical' groups.
  14. The New World Order is one of total domination of the earth with 'peace' because everyone is enslaved, and there's one government with the headquarters in Jerusalem.
  15. These Pharisees own and control all governments, banks, and media on earth. Today.

Are you ready for the next part?

I hope you are.

I watched this one this morning.

I'd saved it for a while, but it's so long, this was the first chance I could get.

It's about the Dharma Wheel. 

There's a lot of mysticism in it. I watched how they linked the earth year, the day, and the human body.

The guy who's in it makes some valid connections with words and their meanings across many languages.

I learned just as much as watching the host, Gary Lite, ooh and aaah as the speaker gave the talk. He was mesmerized and actually, admiring the knowledge the speaker had of these mystic secrets.

I also was surprised to see how many of the new Reiki symbols given to me and my students--are connected to these symbols talked about in the video.

Spirit IS.  And symbols ARE.

The question is what you are going to do with them?

And THAT is the solution to the question.

Gary Lite and the speaker want to use their knowledge of sound--backwards and forwards--language, the Word, and Creation, to empower them to 'Do What Thy Will'.

They LOVE the subject, they love learning it. And they love the Masons, the esoteric traditions handed down from times truth, they are modern-day Pharisees. Or at least, Pharisee sympathizers, yes?

And if they take that fascination/energy/focus, and drop it about twelve inches, then their HEART will shine, and they will be like Jesus, and his followers, and others who promote nurturing, warmth, love and compassion upon the Earth and all over the Universe. know...all the 'good ones' on our team...

The Pharisees are in for a big surprise! 

You know why?

There is only LOVE.

And, people who have LOVE in their Hearts and live accordingly have Eyes that See.

Here are some examples.

  •'m sorry, this 'groundbreaking, money saving' universal medical record between two universities is the beginning of more control over healthcare by the Pharisees. Less autonomy and rights for patients and healthcare providers at both schools.
  •  This one here wants the impossible! Nobody can wash their hands five times an hour while taking care of patients and do every little thing he wants. It's micromanagement. Yes, I 'scrub the hub' every time. Yes I document everything. Yes I keep a clean workstation (my cart is clean, my anesthesia machine 'desk' is where 'patient touched' things go, and it's cleaned after cases). Do I want a protocol to monitor my practice? I'm not a robot. This is what happens when one lives in the head and not the heart--it's FEAR--and the illusion of 'safety' by giving up autonomy of the providers.
  • This video by Call for an Uprising shows how predictive programming will go, over the five year anniversary of Sandy Hook's advertising spot. It's how our freedoms are gradually being taken away because those who are asleep (sorry, the dude calls them zombies--spoiler alert) don't understand and know what is happening to us as these rules are slowly imposed. They don't affect them directly, but it will down the road.


Yes, I'd say it's enough.

As I watched the video on the Dharma Wheel, I thought, God would never expect us to understand and know all of this stuff! We don't need it to get to Heaven. 

God wants a good heart. 

Someone who learns their life lessons.

People who work WITH the Divine instead of trying to study how to make the Divine do their work for them (as they will).

The only thing there is--in the Hereafter--and also, Here too, if you think about it--is LOVE.

Love is the only thing that is real.

So when you look at the news--what you see is a battle between the Pharisees--it's probably just a show, an act, to confuse and upset the masses, into giving away a little more of their control.

Here's the last part.

If you like music, just skip it, and let's call it a day.  I'm speaking from the heart now. And I don't want to hurt you.

There is a nurse I work with, who thinks music is the shit.

The GooGoo dolls went to the same coffee shop she did when she was in college in New York.

She sings, and loves to sing in the O.R. and play music.

Yesterday she was singing this:

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo (anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro - magnifico

But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go will you let me go
Bismillah! No we will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go let me go
Will not let you go let me go (never)
Never let you go let me go
Never let me go ooo
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
For me
For me

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out just gotta get right outta here

Ooh yeah, ooh yeah
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows

Do you recognize it?

It gives me horrors because I have ears that hear, and I understand the words.

Bohemian Rhapsody is about Freddy Mercury's experience in Bohemian Grove, playground of the elite.

He participated in a human sacrifice.

People who are trying to get in to the Illuminati experience a great deal of pain in the initiation. It's excruciating. Their bodies are 'aching all the time'. So does a sex slave ache. All the time.

Freddy in another song, 'another one bites the dust' exclaims, 'I'm not adopted!'

He may have been raised in a facility like those in China Lake.

And the trauma-based upbringing has 'love me, love me not' decisions to pick one kid from their 'cell' to be slaughtered. To the victim in the adjacent cell that witnesses the slaughter, it looks as if they would be chosen. Actually certain ones without bloodlines are raised as sacrifice/expendable. A sacrifice is slow, bloody, painful, such as being skinned alive. This creates the sufficient trauma for the mind to dissociate and therefore be 'open to suggestion' by the handlers/trainers.

This 'feeling' is the 'shivers down his spine'--because you never know when you will be next.

A 'scaramouch' is a boastly but cowardly person. This silhouetto of a man is a pedophile wanting sex. 'can you do the fandango'.

Thunderbolts and lightening are symbols of the SRA.

You can't leave the cult. Bismillah is a Muslim term for God.

Beelzebub is another name for the devil. And having a 'devil put aside for me' means they are going to put yet another demon into him and his trauma based, multiple personality as is the norm for SRA victims to be told they are 'marrying one' or 'having one put inside'.

It's horrifying, what Freddy sings.

I feel so sad for him.

There's other songs like that too, with lyrics that mean 'more', in the context of SRA. Another One Bites The Dust (the three sounds that precede is are the same sound and rate as part of a ritual). Hotel California. We Are The Champions (NWO wins, right?)...

Sorry for the buzz kill if you love music. That's why I gave you the heads up to skip it.

There's so much more of this going to 'hit the proverbial fan'...but it will get better.

Yesterday was the 12-12 Gateway/Portal.

It's a big thing.

The 21st is coming.

I'm starting to feel little bursts and spurts of the Unconditional Love, the incredible feeling of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion which is our birthright.

Please rest assured there is no 'contest'--even though at the moment it may appear chaotic and that both 'teams' are pretty active right now.

Love wins.

We are going Home to the Higher Realms.

A new app was launched yesterday too, for the Divine Healing Codes. It's for Android, and under Divine Healing Codes. And it's free!  (I hear an iPhone one is coming).

Things are looking UP.

It's worth it, most definitely, the quote one very dear and near to my heart, 'enjoy the show'.

Ross is just smiling, he zips his lip. Smiles again. He's absolutely radiant. He says, 'I have been waiting for this and working for this for a long time!'

(P.S. he is the one who selected the title)

clap! clap!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Twins

Monday, December 11, 2017

What To Expect

We are heading towards an unknown.

I would like to take a moment to take a closer look at it, and explain my views on how 'it is going to go down' when there is a quantum leap in Consciousness and everyone 'Awakens'.

This is what I mean when I describe 'Gaia and her people' as Ascending.

First things first--a difference in one dimension in Consciousness is uncomfortable for both parties. For example, a Light Worker in a Dive Bar is going to feel uncomfortable because the natural 'vibration' for both is different.

I'm not going to classify 2.6 dimension versus 383 dimension like that.

Think of it as two people on a hill, one has the advantage and is a little further 'up' the hill, and the other is a little 'below', energetically, when one thinks of Ascension.

Second, the experience of Ascension is different for everyone, no two people are the same! That being said, it is 'for the better' as it is an evolution of natural soul growth and progression. So, it is a hurdle everyone needs to jump! The TIME for this jumping is variable, and determined by a soul and their teams of guides. It could take many more incarnations to do this.

Fortunately most of us 'decided' to accomplish this 'now', conveniently with the planet and her own Ascension.

I can only tell you of my own experience 'waking up'.

It was between 2011 and 2012.

I was already a Reiki Master. And blogging.

In my heart I was going to bring the 'healing' back in to the 'healers' of Traditional/Conventional Medicine.

I knew there was something wrong. I felt in my heart to go and help it.

The first 'awake' person I met was in my Reiki Classes. Her name is Hope Johnson. Many of you know her as the owner of Miracle Botanicals and an online 'personality'. She lives in Hawaii.

Before she moved, there was a while where she would state things 'as they are' and I had a problem with it.

It was the ego but I didn't know it. She challenged my world. She had her own viewpoint, and was happy, and very much 'higher on the hill'--we could tell.

I wanted to just accept it, but a part of me just wanted to argue her and prove her wrong. I would think of it a lot. In my free time. How can this be? How can she be right? I'll show her!

The first time I ever, ever experienced this shock and unsettling feeling was long before meeting Hope, in Pamela Starnes, a lady anesthesia resident who rotated through the VA ICU with us. She was a UCLA resident.

Pam was a runner. A vegan. And she said the 'sugar is the devil'.

How could she SAY such a thing? How could something so innocuous and prevalent be harmful? They (the government) wouldn't let us eat it if it was bad for us! Surely they would warn us? Right?

Pam was right. Years ahead of her time. On EVERYTHING.

Being told a truth, even when you know it deep down in your soul, that it's right, is difficult because then it means that everything you've based your life experience upon has been a foundation of LIES and deceit.

I really want you to look at that cartoon and think about it, how it affects you.

Please know it's human nature to avoid pain--physical, emotional, mental, psychological and spiritual pain.

Now we are really going to talk. It's about Karrie Ochoa.

Karrie is the one who told me that Medicine is Evil.

She was blithe about it, like, 'everyone knows that medicine is designed to make a profit and to keep people unhealthy'. Big pharma is the devil.

Oh my GOD! It was like a missile straight to the heart!

What about my motivation to go into medicine? To make it my life's work? I was CALLED into it, I knew, all my life?

What about the tests, the classes, the applications, the training, the sleepless nights, the skills learned?

After all, we take away Labor Pain?

Doesn't it matter that our reasons for going into medicine are good? Doesn't it count for something?

Not to Karrie.

No, to her, Medicine was going to hell in a hand bucket. And she was very dismissive of me.

(please note, the dry blue sponges in the photo and lack of Betadine surgical prep on the back, and the poor draping. It's bogus the photo.Event the syringe-Tuohy needle isn't 'right'. It should have a stylet in the needle until it's engaged into the interspinous ligament.)

Karrie shook my world, and not in a good way.

It took a lot of time, and also my unfriending her, to understand YES God wanted me in the Operating Room, YES God made me 'awake/psychic/different', YES there was a good reason for it, and YES, I truly am uniting the healers, especially in my workplace.

And that was with three very simple truths--sugar is the devil, Hope doesn't get upset over anything, and Karrie was right on so many levels about healthcare.

It was painful and I would never want to experience it again.

The last thing that woke me up and kept me awake was reading Kauilapele's blog post, about Cobra's Little Red Pill.

KP said he read it all and couldn't put it down.

I read it too.  In July 2012 I was ninety percent 'awake'...

Reading the article actually made it easier for me to accept the other bitter truths.

That's where we are today.

What is it in life that you enjoy? Is it family-friendly DizznKnee--entertainment, cruises, vacations?

Is it professional sports?

Is it the excitement of the Entertainment Industry, the Elite actors and musicians and all the glamour? And the comfort of Netflix, or the movies, with those you enjoy?

How about food? There's nothing like a sausage or burger with real MEAT in it right? So convenient to go to a local fast food and eat 'American style'?

Or how about Religion, and the Church? Isn't the Catholic Church what Jesus handed to Peter? The Rock? Or 'Fill In The Blank' --YOUR religion--is how you get through your life, and it's from your parents, and it's your foundation for everything you are and have ever been? And you raise your children to be in it because it's important?

What about mind-altering substances? Aren't they the shit? And some of them are HEALTHY and going to cure every ailment there is? Right? it's your whole personality, this stuff that is 'outside yourself' and rocks your world.

What about your secrets? The gambling? The porn? The hooking up like with a sex addiction? Or seeing someone 'on the side'? What else is there to do, to pass the time? Right? Life is like, boring. Who cares if you want to have a little fun?

How about winning? In business or elsewhere in your life? Isn't it a good thing to have ambition and to look out for your family?

What about your body? Your gym, your fashion, your being attractive? And being in style?

What about your country? Let's make it great again? Freedom isn't free! Let's fight to defend our ways!

How about the stock market? Politics? Your voice can make a difference, right?

Even for Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--they sure have everything figured out, and are keeping it to themselves--hmmmm?

Pretty much everything 'out there' for us to 'pass the time' and 'enjoy' traces back to those who control the money, those who think of us as cattle herds, and is a LIE...a lie that the Elite Aristocracy of the Darkness created to keep us in control and to take our money.

All of it.

I can only speak for myself, with Medicine and the sugar thing and being made to feel like I was 'wrong' and there was some 'Big Secret' these people higher up the hill were in on and I was stupid not to be in on the Secret which to them was as plain as the nose on your face!

It hurt.

It made me doubt my reasons for going into Medicine--those feelings I had deep in my heart that had been my compass to get into and through medical school, residency and training.

I felt angry.

I felt embarrassed and cheated by those who set the whole system up.

I don't even know how I made it through those dark times when I was first awakening.

Helping people was one good way to cope. Sharing. And blogging. Healings I sent out too.

This was long, long, long before I knew Ross, and our relationship. Ross was end of 2013.

I cried. I healed. And I slowly got my equilibrium again.

Am I close to Pam, Hope, or Karrie?

No. Pam has her family and moves far away, but I went to her baby shower, and we are friends.

Hope and I grew close, and then there was distance and cooling in the friendship. We are still friends and I'm grateful for her example.

Karrie? No. The way she said the truth to me, with no caring whatsoever, felt like being hit by a truck, run over, then backed up and run over again. I just don't want to remember being treated like that, and so I don't want to go anywhere near her vibration. Even her photo now--I looked it up--still makes me cringe and recall the pain.

And I have the luxury of being able to talk to my guides! To know I am unconditionally loved and supported by the Universe. To have training in the psychic skills, and  certificate too.

I am no stranger to 'woo'--the Unseen.

Many people out 'there', in the Collective Consciousness, ARE afraid of the Unseen. That's because the Dark Ones have a narrative that says 'ghosts are scary' and 'UFO's are scary and going to eat us and take over our government'.

I hope this sets the stage for what is about to transpire.

What can you do about it in your role as Ground Crew?

  1. Self-care
  2. Connect to Source. Ross was pouring down the high frequency liquid 'vibes' into a funnel down my throat like feeding a goose for foie gras--AT MY REQUEST! I needed that much--glug glug glug--both on the way to work and the way home. Too much changes down here. I need Home. Large quantities of concentrated HOME frequency energy.
  3. REMEMBER the pain of waking up, and be courteous and kind to those who are in the painful process of coming to terms with the deception.
  4. Always hold the space--but don't get sucked down--for the newly awakened.
  5. Answer questions when asked if you can. 
  6. Cut the cords--keep what is 'you' and do not allow 'their stuff' to GLOM onto you. (Glom means 'stick in large quantities' in California slang).
  7. Tell yourself often, this too shall pass! Give yourself positive reinforcement, and also, learn from your mistakes but don't dwell on them.

clap! clap! (that's Ross it's time for bed for me)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

Working With The Unseen

Energy is real.

I just watched a video on 'grounding'--let me see if I can find it for you.  This one is close, the one on DWR is better. (sometimes a FB video can't be moved anywhere except to 'share').

Shields are something you can put up to help you protect your energy. They last for  half a day to a day, for the most part. (ones people like Isabel Henn make, or I make, can last longer). I had a list of what colors mean what. You can put up to three of these on a day, like layers of clothes. The white Light is highly protective, the green lets the vibration of unconditional love and healing in, and I think the pink is love. There's also blue, red--I forget what they do. Golden is angelic. And Lead absorbs all that could harm you--it makes it also hard to receive messages from spirit, I don't like it. And mirror is a way to keep things 'out' too.

For me, typically, white light is enough.

But then, as I have experienced lately, sometimes interactions with others--especially when they are in fear which is part of the awakening process apparently--they attach etheric cords to you.

It is very draining.

Energy workers can ask Archangel Michael to cut the cords. I would do this every day. He won't cut important ones like to friends and family. But the draining cords especially to negative imprints (bad interactions) he can cut for you.

There is a Reiki Master symbol, 'Raku' which accomplishes this.

Also in any attunement ceremony when the attunement is complete we also sever the cords.

This keeps our energy to 'us'.

So besides 'grounding' and 'earthing', considers daily use of 'shields' and 'cutting cords' . I think you will find it helpful.

If you are a swimmer, and especially a lifeguard, you will know a drowning person will push anyone down who comes out to save them in order to lift themselves up. It's just what happens.

I would like to go so far as to say that the training and practice and life-saving skills of a lifeguard are a good thing to keep in mind when working with people who are awakening. Anything can happen and they will 'throw' you off balance.

Even someone who has worked with patients and cranky surgeons and some not-so-nice nurses (fortunately they are few)...for years.

Get into the habit of getting yourself back in balance quicker.

You will be glad in the coming times that you have this skill.

Here is an example of what energy mismatch can do.

I've had two bracelets literally explode off the arm recently. One arm was from Liberia, the other arm from Cameroon.

The woman from Liberia really pulled the elastic to put it on, and the elastic failed. We picked up the pieces, I got a new one, and showed how we gently roll it on.

This one was a failure of technique, materials, and possibly size, as the hand is much bigger than the wrist.

The other from Cameroon was that the wire was fine--to accommodate the spacer beads, and the clasp was huge! The crimp bead held, you can see it, but the wire broke.

Wires are different. I have some with only a few strands in them, and thin, others are more 'robust'.

Either way, this was not meant to be. So my friend from Cameroon picked up the pieces and is sending them to me. This was one hundred dollars worth of blue opal, apatite, and sterling silver materials! She doesn't even know what they are worth! It's a little my fault and a little hers, for the measurement. To put a toggle on there must be some overlap.

I don't mind going back to the drawing board.

Sometimes is it part of the lesson for the recipient, sometimes it is part of the lesson for me.

Please by all means communicate to me if this happens.

What I do know is that a poor energy match won't go on. It just won't.

And it's no trouble at all to find a new match. It's just a little postage and time.

When you have a bracelet you get used to, and it's time to 'upgrade', sometimes it will break too.

If Linda's she made for me hadn't broke, I'd never have made the 'jump' to where I am today.

This thing happens.

Ross picked this one. He's partial to wood. That's his hobby, woodwork.

Yesterday I sent out a dozen bracelets. Anthony helped me.

I want to do so much! But I am slow.

This frustrates me. I've snapped at home, and normally I'm even tempered. Yesterday it was because we had to go to a stupid place to watch Anthony's football game, it was only the last two quarters, I was bored out of my mind, and the day was gone by the time his team lost. He was grumpy, I was grumpy.

It was sort of a bar-sandwich shop.

It was the vibes of the place.

Yesterday a friend asked me, 'do you have enough time for you, to relax, and to enjoy?'

I was like, 'um....nooooo....'

My friend was right.

I've worked three weekends in a row. This weekend not only did I have to go to a work-related funeral (show my face, important, patient asked me to do anesthesia exclusively for five procedures)...but I was disappointed because Anthony got sick on Friday. I had to pick him up from school early. And I caught it. So I couldn't make plans to see my mom.

I did, by some miracle, get an appointment with my hairstylist. This took all Sunday morning.

Balance is hard.

Balance with time.

Balance with money.

Balance with energy.

If it wasn't hard, we wouldn't be here learning how to balance everything.

Remember your shields.

Remember to really spend time soaking in sunlight, earth energy, and energy from Source out in Nature.

It's important for what's coming next--when all the people on earth awaken. I'm pretty sure it's not 'all at once' as in 'one and done'--I suspect it will take several weeks/months to settle down.

We are in it now, with the disclosures/'s in the early phase I think. Not quite the big part.

Everything will work out for the best. Just watch for your energy, and expect a little 'wear and tear'--make sure you stop it before it's 'too much'.

Ross is wanting me to be on time for work.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

Sunday, December 10, 2017

The Upgrade

We Ascend.

As a planet with all the living beings upon it.

It is an incredible 'upgrade', the Universe has seen nothing like it.

All eyes are upon us, here, who are going through it at this time.

Many of you are 'experts' at this process--you have no concept of your experience and how you won against fierce competition to be incarnate at this time--in a helping position.

Everything has basically started. I've noticed a few things, and I am going to share them with you.

Whatever is going on is fooling Nature.

There is one tree on the main thoroughfare of our neighborhood that thinks it is Spring. It's in full bloom, with blossoms of white.

The same thing happened last year on a different street, one perhaps one month early.

This tree is TWO months early.

Is it the only one?

A fig tree at my house is bearing fruit.  It's December. This isn't supposed to happen until July.

The peppers in the back are growing too, they are summer fruit.

Well is it something in my town?

Not at all.

At work, one of these is blooming too. It blooms in April.

I kid you not when I say that things are 'up'.

Well what else have I noticed?

I recently had a repeat of a certain argument that used to happen a lot when Ross was alive with me the last time.

It went something like this:

Woman from village Ross and I lived in at the time:  Your husband gave my husband some business advice.

Me: Yes?

W:  He's spent all this money following your husband's advice and it's not paying out. How can I pay our bills?

Me:  My husband gave the advice. Your husband made the choice to take it. 

W:  Isn't there a little something you could do to help us out? Can you tell your friends?

Me:  My friends don't go for that sort of thing, honey... I don't know. He does things like this all the time with us too, and our bills barely get paid. I never know where the next meal is coming from, you know?

W:  I'm glad you understand. Thanks and I appreciate all you do.

Me: I'm glad to help. If my husband is right we will all be very rich. If he isn't well, we will take it from there and figure things out.

I recall Ross had a terrible time with money. Really, really bad. He didn't care about our future. He didn't care about anything but helping those he served. He got all these men to go along with him on his path.

I went with him once to India. It was incredible how without money, we were able to live comfortably. Somehow he was able to trade--goods and healing services. He was never attached to any item, and if someone wanted it, 'bam' there it was he gave it on the spot. He could work and work for a whole day, only not for money. 

He had this incredible charisma. And when he was alive, somehow, things always worked out.

It wasn't until he was passed that I knew what true hardship was...

Let's have a little chat.

We are here on Earth, in physical bodies, everyone more or less reading this is 'awake'.

We are by far the vast minority. We are surrounded by those who are under the spell of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. They are deeply asleep. Brainwashed is not a very nice way to say it, but let us say they are 'conditioned' to behave in ways that benefit Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart...

The core of the issue is money.  To give to Caesar what belongs to him. 

Everyone here needs it to live. I haven't figured out a way to live without it. Some go off the grid, that's close. 

Awake people don't have the same 'ambition' as those who are deeply invested into the system.

Furthermore, people who haven't sold their souls and actually 'joined' the ranks of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart will not prosper. 

They can't.

Only the ones who are the puppets where the unseen hand holds the strings become enormously rich.

What if...let's play a game of 'what if', shall we?

What if...the government/Illuminati took all our bank accounts--both retirement and savings--like they did when Greece or someplace was going bankrupt. 

What would happen to us? How would we live? After the first non-payment of the credit cards that would dry up, right?

How about another 'what if'?

What if the government collapses, and the currency we currently have is worthless? What if the incoming government gives us let's say, ten cents on every dollar we have, to convert to the new currency. Then what? Right?

Or how about this 'what if'?

What if something important, like transportation, or food, or even waste management/sewer, were to go out of business everywhere overnight with no alternative?

We would be stuck, hungry, and up to our noses in stench, wouldn't we?

Security is an Illusion, we are fortunate to wake up every day, and go about our lives with some semblance of 'normalcy' even though everything could change in a second, at any given time.

This is reality.

Our world isn't predictable.

Our thoughts manifest--if we think we are going to end up as street people--our worst fear--this will come to pass!

If I think of a rat, I catch one under the sink!

If I think of the trap, and thank it for protecting me--every day--it protects and the trap is empty.

The vibrations on Earth are so high at this time manifestation is very quick.

So watch what you think.

Remember the surgeon who is a negative thinker?  He didn't pay his taxes. Now his home is being foreclosed. And for other reasons, his twelve year old son is wanting to suicide.  This person is manifesting his worst nightmare!!! Even if it's a Life Lesson, keep your thoughts in times of crisis on the UP and UP!!!

So what about 'our neighbors'? Those in our lives who are soaking up the vibration of Conscious Awareness we are maintaining for ourselves?

They are starting to wake up.

Is it going to be pretty?

Not on your life.


Because we've had a slow wakeup, steady, over years, to help us see the lies and deception which surround us. It's old hat to us.

It's not to them.

Their entire sense of well-being is linked to the dollar, to security (doing what the Illuminati says to do --save, invest for a good retirement), to our government being able to 'look out for us' and 'do what is best'...and it's going to be shaken up.

Here is an example of how repetition by the Dark Hats is used to lull us into a sense of complacency that 'nothing unusual is happening'--but when it's all side by side, you see it's really unusual and doesn't make sense. (Warning--Call for an Uprising voice--you might not like him--the content itself isn't disturbing, it's family friendly)

Much as we would like to wake people up, we can't. And beside, as the 'conditioning' breaks apart at the seams, some 'newly awakened' might lash out, be mean and nasty, because everything they built their sense of 'security' around is being 'taken away' from them.

So--keep your vibration UP. 

Hold the space for them to awaken.

And answer questions when you are asked.

Don't explain anything without being asked to explain it first.


Oh what a day! Man! (he shakes his head from side to side with a smile--ed)

Carla woke up late and got her hair done!

It looks beautiful Carla. Do you enjoy it?

(yes Ross, thank you for noticing <3)

There isn't anything I have to say except to enjoy This Moment Now.

There are going to be a lot of them.

What about me and my non-money ways? (he's teasing a little I think?--ed)

Tell them what you have done.

C:  We started the giveaway for the negativity neutralizing bracelets with four. People had an overwhelming response. We wanted to help everyone.

R:  And HOW many helped?

C:  A LOT.  Actually I have sent out thirty Ross. 

R:  Thirty?

C:  Yes, thirty.

R:  Out of four?

C:  yes Ross, out of four. 

R:  And how many for the jingle bracelets? 

C:  Only eight, but I see there's lots of comments on YouTube to address. 

R:  Why are there only eight? it's a beautiful bracelet, and it's free?

C:  Actually, a lot of people are gifting them to others out of the eight. I had thought people would want them on their own, but they aren't.

R:  What is in common with both projects Carla?

C:  People are liking to give. The negativity neutralizing bracelet, people donate and pick someone to receive a bracelet. It's very energizing. And for the jingle one, more people are interested in having one to give to someone they know who could benefit from it. 

R:  What do you think?

C:  When the focus is on helping people, and money is out of the equation--as in selling--people are very supportive and even understand that international postage and shipping supplies and beading supplies aren't free.  And they are HAPPY to hear of the joy they have brought to someone else, when I share the enthusiastic response to the news of being chosen with the 'secret sponsor'. Being a secret sponsor feels really great. It's healing too. Very healing, almost more so than the bracelet recipient.

R:  Does everyone want to give?

C:  I think for the most part, people in general enjoy helping and giving and being kind and loving.

R:  Is it nurturing?

C:  yes.

R:  Is it warm?

C:  yes, and caring.

R:  Is there love?

C:  oh yes, Ross! lots and lots and lots of it.

R:  Is there compassion?

C:  Yes, extremely so. Some of the sponsors know which one to pick right away, they are deeply moved, almost to tears. And very few, ironically, have chosen the same people as others. It's like Spirit calls out to them to find the right ones.

R: (acts surprised--ed)  Isn't that something?!

C:  YOU have been helping to pick, haven't you? Just like you helped me?

R:  I and my teams, my love. I and my teams.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Twins

Saturday, December 9, 2017

The Ice

It is cold out there.


I would like to make a metaphor that the current state of the earth, metaphysically, with the Collective Consciousness, is that is it 'frozen', in the sense that vapor/steam has the highest energy water can be at. Then water has more energy at a slightly lower thermal vibration/temperature. And at the lowest end is ice. For example, this very low thermal vibration ice cave in Iceland, is thousands of years old and is as hard as steel.

There are certain beings--some perhaps not even from this planet--who are upon the earth who thrive in 'a colder climate'--vibrationally. It is ripe for 'playing games' and for 'sport' where 'Thou Do What Thy Will' for of thing.

I'm talking deception, lying, and SRA.

The worst of the worst.

And the goal is to take everyone, every living thing, right down to that vibration 'with them', so there will be slaves and people to service the elite and prey for the predators to consume.

One of the most poignant was a Instagram post by David Rockefeller, shown in a video by Carolyn Limaco--it was of a sheep looking at the camera, and the caption by David was, 'what are you looking at? you are going to die.'

David said that to Carolyn and the truthers, not to the sheep.

David said that to all of us who are not into SRA, and even the lower ranking ones of SRA, are going to die like us according to the 'Master Plan'.

Much as Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart would hate to admit it, ice is an equal opportunity injury to the just and the unjust.

They happen to 'thrive' in the 'lower vibrations'.

But they are not immune.

Neither are we.

Ice does not last forever.

The Spring arrives and the ice thaws.

This time is will arrive for good. For eternity. 

And it will stay.

This is the goal.

To melt the ice.

We do it one individual at a time.

As we open our hearts to Truth, a wave of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion washes over us.

It regenerates our hearts.

And It will remain.

I would like to change the subject now to a deep spiritual philosophical a-ha! moment which came to me last night as I was watering the Christmas Tree and praying for it to live, and also, I gave it Reiki.

The living part of the tree is right under the bark. All of the inside is old plant cells. It's technically dead. Like our hair.

It gives strength and is part of the tree life cycle.

But trees 'live on the outside'...the outer well as in the leaves and branches.

They are protected when young, and grow to great magnificence in time.

They also communicate with one another. I have heard that in a forest, a sick or baby tree will be given nutrients from a tree that is older and going to die, from root to root, under the ground. 

Here is the spiritual part.

We are made up of energy. From what I understand, the whirling spirals of energy are what connect us to our physical bodies.

These are the chakras.

Let me say this again, and please take it in as I repeat it:  the chakras are what connect us to our physical bodies.

Are we our physical bodies?


We are the energy field which comes into them.

We are technically a little bigger than our physical bodies because our aura is 'who we are'.

Not the bodies.

Are we ready for the next step?

In my training we were taught in meditation to 'open our chakras', one at a time, opening them as far as they can go.

Mine can go out of the room, out of the house, down the street, even as big as a city, or half the globe!

When my Chakras are open, I am fully conscious, I can feel the energy release and flow radially outwards in all directions. 

The top ones open bigger and easier than the bottom ones.

Don't try this at home without training--there are lots more steps and you need a teacher for various reasons. The most important is to protect you, and it isn't the teacher alone who protects you, it's your teacher and their guides.  You need to be in a safe place to do this.

Once the chakras are open, this is what remains.

A huge column of light.

You can bring up different things into it. Often we bring in white light, emerald green light, or pink light. Sometimes a rainbow of lights can go in. 

You feel it.

It's energizing.

You must always be sure to close the chakras at the end. We don't walk around like this, you know?

At this point we are like the trees.

We have strength within us. And the living part of 'us' is on the outside. Not the physical body, but the spiritual one.

The real question is where does the energy that is us and spinning our chakras come from? Our Higher Self? If so, then where do they get it?

I think it's Creator of All That Is who gives it.

I really do.

Now I would like to change the subject again.

Anthony and I watched this movie yesterday on net-flick-s.

It's the Jack-ash 2.

I was horrified.

We had to skip over a third of it because I couldn't' watch.

I saw snakes biting penises in  disguise, and anacondas in a ball pit biting the host's arm with blood everywhere.

I saw people eating shit--literally--horse shit! And having to drink a beer to choke it down. All for two hundred bucks.

There was a trick on a trick where pubic hairs were glued to a face of one person to be a fake beard, who was supposed to be a political bomber, who was tricked because the taxi driver who was supposed to be the butt of the joke was in on the joke too. (above one penis, once the hair was shaved, on camera, was an inverted star/demonic tattoo. Their whole 'religion' of SRA revolves around sex and perverted sex and humiliation)

I saw a naked dwarf  'wee man' running naked through a conference room'

I made us skip over the part where someone had a hose up the butt.

There were times where people threw up over feces 'gags'. The or four people hurled after smelling shit in their 'jokes' filmed for the show. 

And never once was the Divine Feminine present or honored. They put ice down the stairs and broke the front door. They had a fake person go in bed with the mom, to fool the mom if she would accept his sexual advances. They even branded her son, and showed her the horrible infected mess, on what, as she had said, 'were cute butt cheeks and perfect' before--as she cried out in horror and dismay.

These are humiliation rituals.

Ever heard of hazing? That's what's in the photo--kids in Portugal undergoing a ritual to be accepted into a club/sorority/fraternity/school organization.

I noticed a weird 'vibe' in the movie, where the men 'bonded' over crazy ridiculous and painful experiences. 

This was more than 'boys being boys'.

This was professional actors, who are also members of secret cult organizations (Illuminati), doing humiliation rituals on the unsuspecting public, to 'bring it out into the open'. And to make money.

They lower the vibration  really far in those who watch it.

In SRA, every member is taught from an early age to 'trust no one'. And part of it is because deception, trickery and evil are thought to be 'strengths' in this subculture. And honesty and trust are 'weaknesses'.

So this movie is a calling card for those who made it, and you can see them laughing all the way to the bank.

Here is some more on their 'latest' maneuvers:

Here is an older thing, from the Wizard of Oz, to show you how movies are so much 'more' than 'entertainment' in these people's hands.

For those of you who are still with me, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being awake and pushing yourselves to learn.

You need to see it, to step away from it.

Otherwise it's never going to thaw--the Illusion, the frozen hearts, the cruelty to animals and each other.

One more thing.

This rock is from near Ridgecrest, California.

Ridgecrest is also near China Lake.

There is no lake in China Lake, it's a dry lake.

There is a big military base there.

I was nudged by Spirit on Tuesday night to research China Lake. Where is it? What does it look like? Who lives there?

It's a very poor area, with not many people, most are connected to the military.

Horrendous MK Ultra experiments and Monarch ones have been done in the bowels of that facility.

The next day, I saw someone close to me posted a photo from Ridgecrest area/Indian Wells hotel balcony.

My connection to this person is strong.

I called for healing to the whole thing. Anything and anyone having anything to do with the secret projects done on poor innocent children at that place. 

I didn't heal it myself, I called in my teams. 

I'm really glad it's done. 

THIS is what needs to come out in the open, for everyone to awaken. TRUE awake, as opposed to FAUX one.

Then we will be free.

WE can't move on as long as the suffering continues in secret, and that the perpetrators walk unscathed.

We can't go forward as long as we are lowering out vibrations by watching movies like Jack-Ash Two and allowing ourselves to resonate with them.

The Divine Feminine on this planet deserves better. Gaia is Feminine.   

Gaia has a right to be free.


This is Ireland. It's far, far away from China Lake.

The Illuminati are there too.

They are everywhere, even in space!

Have you heard of the Dark Side of the Moon?

That there is a base there? Shhhhh!

All secrets will come out.

Unfortunately there is no way to rush it.

I and my teams are diligently at work.

What can you do about it? In order to help?

Hold on to your hearts.

Keep your vibration UP.

This will speed up the thawing mechanism in the hearts which surround you--in everyone you meet.

High Vibration = direct aura to aura transmission of increased bandwidth from what 'one is accustomed to while one is deeply asleep' and there  is no way to stop it.

So hold on to your hearts, make sure they thaw gently--you can't rush this process in you either (there is no microwave for this! --he jokes)---and be diligent in your self-care and in your thoughts.

I want you to patrol your thoughts and to police them. (Like in the military if you have crumbs all over your uniform after a meal, the order is to 'police yourself' and to brush them off to get back to your inspection-formal-ready appearance you present to others).

Keep everything on the up and up (he gestures like' this high' with his hand at his head level--ed)...

And enjoy the show!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Illuminated Twin Flames